Living with a Scare
Living with a Scare
By
Markus David Sakoma
May 22, 2020.
Born into the family of Three, I Came second. Though sometimes I Felt I wasn't loved like the Other two, yet deep down me I knew Mama Loved Me, My stubbornness and way of living was the only thing that cause quarrels between me and mum.
I don't need to be told, I was the most beautiful one Among the three of us, mama would always Say "Celestina I know you are up to 18, but Be careful with Men"
As if I cared, Now don't get this Wrong, Yes I was Beautiful, I dressed sexy, I Have Friends with guys, but trust me, I Never had a boyfriend, Considering how I Watch Mariata Suffered with her Relationship as if There were even Married Discouraged me From getting into a Relationship. Though Many people thought I had something to do With The Guys I walk around with, But I was Just in my Nature.
Despite my Stubbornness, My Hubby Was Education, I love School a lot and Have always Promised to get Educated to my PhD level, I Loved singing too though, Life Was Just cool with me Despite Mama's trouble. Dad would be proud of WAEC result any where he is today, I always pray for his soul to Rest in Peace.
How time passes By, I Tried seeking for admission but to No Avail, I decided to Start working, I was Employed In A Big Provision Store.
I heard the store was owned by a Nigerian Lawmaker in lower Chamber.
I got to Meet Many people During My Work in Desmond's Store, as Usual, many men Got attracted to me, including married men. They kept asking of my Contact, Trust A Sharp Girl like me, I End Up giving them Fake Contact, Yet some still find their way to get My Contact, Probably from my Friends. They kept asking me out but my dream was More Than been a ordinary house wife, or Been a Girlfriend to a Guy who had no future, Who still depends on Mama And Papa Thank you.
One Friday Afternoon, I was Watch a car Drove towards the Store, A Black Tinted Honda Accord, He was very Young, " He most be the Son of on Rich Man" I concluded, because he was to young to posses the things he had. "Nigerian Mentality sha" I whispered to my self again.
I continued balancing my cash book when he Walked in operating his latest Infinix Note 7. He didn't cared to greet me, he tried to come into the counter. Without even looking at my face, I Was Amazed and Immediately I Protested, "Oga, Something dhy Work You, How can you Just come in To my Store and Try to Get Into where Customers Can't, Can't you see the Demarcation Line Between me And the Customers, abi you Blind"
He Removed His Glasses, and asked me if I knew who in was talking to.
But actually it was known of my business, so I snubbed him and pushed him back.
Hey, My name is Fedrick Desmond, Son of Hon. Desmond, the owner of this store.
Something rang in my ear immediately, "But Sir, at least, you would identified yourself first, I really apologise for the way I spoked to you"
He accepted my apology, he asked of my name, and how long I have been working in the store.
After getting what he wanted, He Asked of My Contact, I never wanted to offend him the Second time by giving him A Wrong number, I decided to give him my real Contact.
Later that Same Evening, he called me, he asking to know me more about me, of course I had already categorized him as one of the rich womanizers.
Days passed by, he was asking me out in a relationship, I turned that down several time, he said I was proving hard to get, but the Truth was just as other guys. I had no feelings for him.
Instead of becoming friends after turning down his request, we turned out to be Enemies, when he Comes to my Shop He picks What he wants without saying a Word to Me. Well That was none of Business, If only I will be Paid My 17k at the End of the Month.
One Thursday evening, I had many customers, I closed late at about 10:30pm, I was Working Home late, When I saw Fredrick's car, he was together with his Friends, He offered me Ride though I was surprised, I just decided to Get Into the car, hence it was already late though I wasn't Comfortable With the Way they were Speaking using slangs that I didn't understand.
Instead of Driving me to My house, they drove Me to An Uncompleted Building in the middle of a Bush, Smashed me to the Floor, Fredrick's friends hold my hands Tight, they covered my mouth, I could barely Breath, Fredrick Raped me As if Dogs Were Having Sex, I kept on Fight to Stand Up, But there Was Nothing I could do, I loosed My Strength And I Became Unconscious.
The Next morning I saw My Self in the hospital, My Mother Was Sitting Very close to me crying.
"Oh thank you God, My Daughter is Awake,"
My Mother said when I opened my eyes even as she Continued crying.
After I was discharged from the Hospital, My Family asked me How I was raped, all I told Them was Unknown men Kidnapped me and Raped me That night, I knew if I had said it Fredrick, my Father who retired from The Nigeria POLICE would Start up a Case, and Know one will believe us, Besides no evidence, Hon. Desmond might end wiping my Family from the surface of the earth just to protect the Reputation of his son.
My years of Doom started, I became pregnant, of course I never Went back to that School, Everything about my Education Was forgotten, I have to spend 9 months of Pregnancy, two years of Nursing my Baby. A baby from A Rapist Which many People advised me to Abort and I refused.
My Dreams Has Been shattered, I have attempted suicide twice, but my Dad keeps his Eyes on me always, All My Friends abandoned me, My church members didn't believe I was raped, some said It was My numerous Male friends I offered free sex to.
My Dreams have been broken into Pieces, Nothing to Motivate me, Tears Every day In my eyes, sometimes I face Psychological issues, it seems to me All Guys want to rape me, I now Hate men.
After some years, I read an Article about Oprah Winifrey, How she Was Raped At the Age Of 9, And Yet she today she is Richest female Celebrity.
I decided to pick my Broken pieces, motivated my Self and began to go Fashion Business Today, I own One of the Most Successful Fashion Brand in Nigeria.
Do not Be a Victim of your Circumstance, Rape Is Bad, I Later Sued Fredrick after I became rich, And also Got Motivated from one the Female Club which stand Rape Cases, he was sentenced to 10 imprisonment due to the influence of his father. And My son Is Now with Hon. Desmond.
Kurt Carbain once said "Rape is One of the most Terrible Crimes on Earth, and it happens every Few minutes.
The Problems with Groups who deal with Rape is that, they try to educate women how to defend themselves, What really need to be done is teaching men not to Rape."
Do not Chose to be Behind bars Just because of Five minutes pleasure, Even if you ain't caught, You live with a Curse, And Nothing will go well for A Rapist. When you Rape, You take away pride, You kill, you Shatter their Dreams, you Change your name from being a Normal Human to A Beast, you make them live the rest of their lives WITH A SCARE!
Rape should be condemned.
#RapeIsBad
#JusticeForUwa
#NoGoSitdownLook
By
Markus David Sakoma
May 22, 2020.
Born into the family of Three, I Came second. Though sometimes I Felt I wasn't loved like the Other two, yet deep down me I knew Mama Loved Me, My stubbornness and way of living was the only thing that cause quarrels between me and mum.
I don't need to be told, I was the most beautiful one Among the three of us, mama would always Say "Celestina I know you are up to 18, but Be careful with Men"
As if I cared, Now don't get this Wrong, Yes I was Beautiful, I dressed sexy, I Have Friends with guys, but trust me, I Never had a boyfriend, Considering how I Watch Mariata Suffered with her Relationship as if There were even Married Discouraged me From getting into a Relationship. Though Many people thought I had something to do With The Guys I walk around with, But I was Just in my Nature.
Despite my Stubbornness, My Hubby Was Education, I love School a lot and Have always Promised to get Educated to my PhD level, I Loved singing too though, Life Was Just cool with me Despite Mama's trouble. Dad would be proud of WAEC result any where he is today, I always pray for his soul to Rest in Peace.
How time passes By, I Tried seeking for admission but to No Avail, I decided to Start working, I was Employed In A Big Provision Store.
I heard the store was owned by a Nigerian Lawmaker in lower Chamber.
I got to Meet Many people During My Work in Desmond's Store, as Usual, many men Got attracted to me, including married men. They kept asking of my Contact, Trust A Sharp Girl like me, I End Up giving them Fake Contact, Yet some still find their way to get My Contact, Probably from my Friends. They kept asking me out but my dream was More Than been a ordinary house wife, or Been a Girlfriend to a Guy who had no future, Who still depends on Mama And Papa Thank you.
One Friday Afternoon, I was Watch a car Drove towards the Store, A Black Tinted Honda Accord, He was very Young, " He most be the Son of on Rich Man" I concluded, because he was to young to posses the things he had. "Nigerian Mentality sha" I whispered to my self again.
I continued balancing my cash book when he Walked in operating his latest Infinix Note 7. He didn't cared to greet me, he tried to come into the counter. Without even looking at my face, I Was Amazed and Immediately I Protested, "Oga, Something dhy Work You, How can you Just come in To my Store and Try to Get Into where Customers Can't, Can't you see the Demarcation Line Between me And the Customers, abi you Blind"
He Removed His Glasses, and asked me if I knew who in was talking to.
But actually it was known of my business, so I snubbed him and pushed him back.
Hey, My name is Fedrick Desmond, Son of Hon. Desmond, the owner of this store.
Something rang in my ear immediately, "But Sir, at least, you would identified yourself first, I really apologise for the way I spoked to you"
He accepted my apology, he asked of my name, and how long I have been working in the store.
After getting what he wanted, He Asked of My Contact, I never wanted to offend him the Second time by giving him A Wrong number, I decided to give him my real Contact.
Later that Same Evening, he called me, he asking to know me more about me, of course I had already categorized him as one of the rich womanizers.
Days passed by, he was asking me out in a relationship, I turned that down several time, he said I was proving hard to get, but the Truth was just as other guys. I had no feelings for him.
Instead of becoming friends after turning down his request, we turned out to be Enemies, when he Comes to my Shop He picks What he wants without saying a Word to Me. Well That was none of Business, If only I will be Paid My 17k at the End of the Month.
One Thursday evening, I had many customers, I closed late at about 10:30pm, I was Working Home late, When I saw Fredrick's car, he was together with his Friends, He offered me Ride though I was surprised, I just decided to Get Into the car, hence it was already late though I wasn't Comfortable With the Way they were Speaking using slangs that I didn't understand.
Instead of Driving me to My house, they drove Me to An Uncompleted Building in the middle of a Bush, Smashed me to the Floor, Fredrick's friends hold my hands Tight, they covered my mouth, I could barely Breath, Fredrick Raped me As if Dogs Were Having Sex, I kept on Fight to Stand Up, But there Was Nothing I could do, I loosed My Strength And I Became Unconscious.
The Next morning I saw My Self in the hospital, My Mother Was Sitting Very close to me crying.
"Oh thank you God, My Daughter is Awake,"
My Mother said when I opened my eyes even as she Continued crying.
After I was discharged from the Hospital, My Family asked me How I was raped, all I told Them was Unknown men Kidnapped me and Raped me That night, I knew if I had said it Fredrick, my Father who retired from The Nigeria POLICE would Start up a Case, and Know one will believe us, Besides no evidence, Hon. Desmond might end wiping my Family from the surface of the earth just to protect the Reputation of his son.
My years of Doom started, I became pregnant, of course I never Went back to that School, Everything about my Education Was forgotten, I have to spend 9 months of Pregnancy, two years of Nursing my Baby. A baby from A Rapist Which many People advised me to Abort and I refused.
My Dreams Has Been shattered, I have attempted suicide twice, but my Dad keeps his Eyes on me always, All My Friends abandoned me, My church members didn't believe I was raped, some said It was My numerous Male friends I offered free sex to.
My Dreams have been broken into Pieces, Nothing to Motivate me, Tears Every day In my eyes, sometimes I face Psychological issues, it seems to me All Guys want to rape me, I now Hate men.
After some years, I read an Article about Oprah Winifrey, How she Was Raped At the Age Of 9, And Yet she today she is Richest female Celebrity.
I decided to pick my Broken pieces, motivated my Self and began to go Fashion Business Today, I own One of the Most Successful Fashion Brand in Nigeria.
Do not Be a Victim of your Circumstance, Rape Is Bad, I Later Sued Fredrick after I became rich, And also Got Motivated from one the Female Club which stand Rape Cases, he was sentenced to 10 imprisonment due to the influence of his father. And My son Is Now with Hon. Desmond.
Kurt Carbain once said "Rape is One of the most Terrible Crimes on Earth, and it happens every Few minutes.
The Problems with Groups who deal with Rape is that, they try to educate women how to defend themselves, What really need to be done is teaching men not to Rape."
Do not Chose to be Behind bars Just because of Five minutes pleasure, Even if you ain't caught, You live with a Curse, And Nothing will go well for A Rapist. When you Rape, You take away pride, You kill, you Shatter their Dreams, you Change your name from being a Normal Human to A Beast, you make them live the rest of their lives WITH A SCARE!
Rape should be condemned.
#RapeIsBad
#JusticeForUwa
#NoGoSitdownLook
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